Happy & Sad!!!
Tuesday, June 28, 2005 @ 1:48 PM
hmph!!.. Y does it happened this way ?... was it really because of my attitude?... or was it because of other things??? i really really dun understand a single thing u said to me... i guess only u, yrself would know what u meant... ppl said u are crazy , but i believe u are not, ppl comment things, but i still believe in u... but y?!?!?!?!? i really dunno!!!!can anyone tell me!?!?!?! Wat's with the world!?!?!?!
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Ok.. was quite in a gd mood for part of my day!!.. had fun during prefectorial board rehersal, played around with 4 close buddys and 2 cute gals... lolx!! had fun!! thanx!!!guys!!!! & gals!!! lolx!!! but it really drag long till who cares abt it.. lolx!! wateva shyt i talking.. lolx!! hmph... saw my cousins in my house when i came home.. cuttie kids... jump here and there... hahax.. doing summersualts end up banging into each other heads and butts!! really had a great laughter with them there.. lolx!!but than disapointed when smth happened later on... my mood totally swing out of it... nvr once get insulted by someone that i dunno at all till that limit!!! ok i really hates it!!! but.. for u i tried.. i have thought of yr feelings didnt i ?... at least at the minimum i did not scold him back with vulgarities which really bottled up to my throat... hmph.. *pushed back* *held back*.... for who?!?!? for u.. Y for u... cause for u!!... ok i thought for u... till the minimum i could do...!! but still.. hiax!!!
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Ok WanXin i really really missed u!!! even its just 2 days not chatting... y??? i aso dunno.. just felt a sense of lost somewhere & somehow... u might say when i sad than i think of u.. that could be the reason but guess its not.. just always have that sense of closeness and carefreeness with u... dunno y aso...!! so plx!! take care of yrself wor!!... if possible i would call u up more ba.. lolx!! thanx for all yr concerns!!!
