I must admit that recently i am just trying to make myself drunk and cropped up by work. Trying to avoid things trying to avoid facts that are infront of me. Even when my relatives saw me, all said that i look shagged. But guess it's just my own doings. making myself work and drunk. Haish. Why can't i just face the fact? Y cant i just forget her?. Haish. Desires for money, for life. I can't live any longer. TIRED. 12hrs of work on mon-fri 9am-9pm. 11hrs of own sales. sat-sun
10am - 9pm. Daily, 10pm - 1am drinks, on web. I just cant face the fact. I really appreciate those that are really concerned for me, thanx eileen jie, wan xin and some others too. thanks. but guess wat i need is still time ba. though i know my days are counted. but i believe i can struggle through de. Thanx.

Upcoming is jsut another week of the same routine. Everyone, enjoy while u still can, do not have regrets.