Saturday, October 07, 2006 @ 4:28 PM
Okiie ; I guess i should have cooled down by now le.
Just a usual routine of blogging? Or because of a reason? So long as so forth. It's fine. Almost 1 month counting by the weeks, counting by days it's just 3 more days. But guess wat xy say is right. things should not drag on? Since u don't have the feeling le, wat for drag on?. Duh... i know i still love you.
The feeling is not nice. Can i choose not to face it? I cant. I still have to. But afterall, thanx my jie's and those that gave me good wishes upon the attached days. I appreciates it alot. If u'll are intrested to know wat happened inbetween feel free to create a habbo acc and visit my room ba, it's all posted on the stickys. Since we were once together and now that we're still frens, i hope all will goes well for her ba. All the best to yr upcoming exams. Must do well wor. Jiayou. Memories of *ECP ; 10sept'06 will always be in me*. I did enjoy my days with you.
Okiie ; Life goes on i guess? and i guess it's still for me to do some soul-searching on my attitudes ba. Time for a change. Learn to let go. grabbing something that does not belong to you might not lead to a good ending.
Great thanks to those that accompanied through this moments of happiness;
Athena
YC
XY
Ethel
To Athena: To me, first think that i know is i still loves you. When i started with you, i tot that u was the one, but guess it went off the track afterall. Duh i didnt know you for really a long time be4 we get togethe but the moments that u left for me are definitely not to be denied as good ones. After 2weeks of being together, i told my parents abt us, and guess wat, they agreed, duh. i know that you know all this already but, it really took me pains to think through before telling them. I guess u did left a great impact on my life le. The sudden news that you told me really almost did break me apart but knowing that i am still on the line over the phone with YC and XY, I choose to put up a strong front. I shed afterwhich, but i feel that you will be only be the first and the last one i going to shed tears for. The great comfort of being with you will never leave me. I treasure the moments of togetherness with you. Although wat was left behind was just a pile of memories but guess, it'll be hard to be forgotten. The things u mentioned to me will not be forgotten easily, i will take it as learning points as i continues with my life journey. It's time for me to make a change le. After all this, i hope that we will still be good frens and maybe one day, get out together to have a good meal again at the pasar malam together with YC, XY and Ethel? yeah?
Thanks for everything. Wishing you all the best in whatever things u does. Takkaires. Stay Happy~
To YC: Really thanx alot for being so understanding through so many thigns we gone through as a friend for 4 years. I know you inside out i guess but there are points where we still couldn't understand each other. duh i know i won't be seeing you as often le, but still i hope we will still be as close after years down the road. Thanx alot. Wishing you all the best for yr N levels. Study hard hope u will be promoted to sec5NA ba, duh i know definetly i won't be seeing you there. But still study hard. Oh ya, i think i should not miss out this part for u ba, All the best to you and XY. I believe u'll will last long de, my instinct will not go wrong, trust me. Takkaires.
To XY: Duh i dun really know you for very long, but i can tell that you're a nice person. I guess what u said to me is really right inside from yr heart. thanx for all the commenting, both the goods and the bads. Thanks for introducing 2 frens of yrs letting me know them and getting along with them. I know it will be hard on you if i am going to join u'll for any events when she's around next time, so i guess i won't be seeing you anymore, unless u look for me ba, as i won't be going back to school anymore le. best wishes for yr exams and get promoted to sec2 Express. Takkaires!
To Ethel: I knew you even for a shorter period of time. I known u through XY. Both you and athena were nice peeps. We did get along well at the start i guess? But yea, due to some reasons that are not meant to be explained as i feel it's not necessary, the last few days of friendship wasn't that well? All i could say now is, i hope you would understand me in future ba. Srry for all the bad moods and so on, thanx for the points that u've expressed to me in terms of expression, i know it's time for me to make a change on my attitude le. U've opened a diff world in me. Thanks. Most of all, i aso wish to give you my greatest blessing, study hard, promote to sec2 Express. You can do it de, all u need is to have more faith in yrself when u does things. Takkaires.
~*~*~ Story ends on 07/10/06 ; 12.30midnight~*~*~
Okiie,
Time passes fast, it's been 1month past before i did a serious posting le.
Sat 06/10/06 was finally the cut of point of my 1st round education of secondary level. Hope to see the results soon duh i dun expect it to be too acceptable. Time for some fun! but, still gotta work. So yeah, back to work ba. A better choice for me? Single once again. So yeah, working will be the cure. let time heals.
back to serious... ...
SV needs some part-timers, N level students waiting for results who are intrested in working for part time for oct's and full time for nov/dec feel free to contact me. Details below :
Age - 16 or Above
Location - 260 Tanjiong Pagar Rd
Comapny - SV
More for detailed informations please feel free to contact me at 90907804 ; JieJin.
Thank you.
