Tues ; 14th August '07

I took a puff of it tdy. I felt good.

I know it isn't right. But... ... ...

Ok, nevermind.

I got myself "drunk" in the midst of work. Stopped all other thinkings.
Somehow or rather, it failed as i was thinking of the memories whenever i takes a breath, I know i can't let go. & so I worked till 11.45pm in office, keeping myself busy with endless stuffs, gave an "unfulfillable" promise to complete everything by the end of the day no matter what when i know it's isn't so simple. But i manage to do so with the help of Jinhui. Thanks Jinhui. I knew i shouldn't have. There's lessons "tdy" (1.19am now).
Do i care? NO.

I did not wanted to face the facts. I am just running away, though i know it wouldn't help.
I can't face facts. I am just so wrong with each step i makes. I chose the path of which i took and causes hurts to others.

The dilemma i caused upon you. I'm sorry.
Maybe it's all just a mistake right from the start.
It's time for me to know that i'm just so wrong.



To all tags :
Thanks for all that given your concerns.

BUT. Each friends got their own circle of people around them, i wouldn't expect anyone to be there just for me alone. I really appreciated all the concerns given.




To all friends :

Lead a good & happy life, dun regret for each stepping stones you make. Just look ahead, dun think abt past. Each moment is precious, treasure it, once it's gone it wouldn't return.

I've learnt from my mistake. But it's to late, there's no turnback once the time passes by.




PLEASE STOP ASKING ME WHAT HAPPENED. thankyou.