Am i doing it Right?
or Wrong?

Should i say back?
Should i be doing all that?

FK.
I'm seriously pissed. Don't freaking piss me off further.
How've you think when you are close with the both person, are really caught in-between.
Although i've choosen to believe in one. But still in front of the other person, i still have to fake a face?
& mouth-ing abt me?
I dunno? are you sure?
I dunno who to trust in this circumstance.
Is this what they call it, company politics?
I'm seriously wanting to get out of this!

Person 1(the person that got malign) : You can be on her side, i dun care.
Person 2(the person that accused): Dear... help me this can... Thanks
Person 3(me the in-between person): Said to person 1: "I know it's really not yr fault. She's a..."
Said to person 2: "Ok, Welcome(cold'ly)"

I didn't bustard any of them. I tried to have a balance. But i still feel guilty.
WTF.

I'm trying my best to help you in all ways i can, cause i know you're helping me, trying to let me learn more, but have you ever considered, the amount of work is equalvilant to 3 person's (me, and 2 receptionist), work in the past. & i'm doing it alone now. You can say that in the past there were submission, now submission is taken over, but still the other things went up. It's still under cope as shelly is helping me, but how long will that last? Mailing? (the craziest amount ever)
Answer-ing 2 phones? i have a pair of ears, does it means both can listen and speaking reply-ing different things when i only have 1 mouth?.
The calls are endless. Agents see, say i crazy. You see = i'm used to it.
Ya, i can handle, but it's fucking stress-ing me out.
Imaging when you sleep, you repeat the company address in your dream, imagining the phone calls ring-ing and caused you to wake up.

The only cure that i found in the recent advertisement that is post-ed and flooding of calls, is only to consume sleeping pills every night. That's the only thing that will allow myself, my bro &
my parents to sleep peacefully not need-ing to hear my sleep talks of COMPANY ADDRESS...

Ppl say... it's insane.

You ask-ed me, why i keep getting in office late lately, above is the answer.
I can't sleep or either sometimes is the effect of sleeping pills that caused me to overslept.




& Girl,
thanks for always trying to be there. I can feel your effort.
But i could aso feel you're hiding something from me. Something abt something, i dunno how to phrase it in words, i dunno where to start asking you abt that from... cause neither do i know wat's that. I just simply feel like talking to you now, saying everything that i dunno how to say. When simply now, i dunno wat i wan to say either.
Thanks for loving me. thanks for the care.
I love you.



Aloy,
thanks for accompanying me for the many many days.
Really appreciates it.
Thank you.



Official Posting:

Courier Service resumes with no income occurred?
sounds stupid right?
But well, i'm trying to help the agents only.
But Sabri, seriously is doing his part. thanks .