Since Wed was the worse?
nabei..
you dun fk-ing give me 1 thousands and 1 reason.
Say its for my sake, ya right, so that got ppl can cover for yr lies right?
Fk la hor.

I seriously can't stand all the lies-ing for you.
you go home, enjoy time with yr wife, outside, enjoy life with another person.
& fk-ing i'm covering for you. WTF is this?
& wat's all the promise abt. uh huh. . .
Only rmb when? money involves?
FK...
Cover and cover.
1 lie after another.
It takes 1thousand lies to cover 1.


You...
Wat's all the content hearts drinking for?
na bei la hor. "dun cock with me."
Cock wat cock, ask you say out le right?
than say forget it.
wat's all the shoutings over sms. & ending with a forget it?
Wat's the meaning hur?


Freaking i can't stand it.
Damn liao lui.
go out so many days.
get myself in debts?
i dun wan that loh.
cheebye.
SMOKING is one debt that can nvr be cleared.
& that's the most liao lui thing..


HEY everyone, i'm not a rich. Don't take me as one.
cause i'm not.
ya debts are meant to be clear.
Lending money out is easy, getting is back is hard like climbing everest.
So i shall stop lending and start clearing all the debts i have.
I will stop jio-ing ppl outing, cause i got debts to clear.
Now get the point?
yea.
The feeling of having debts isn't great at all.
It feels like shyt.
Tonning, the most liao lui thing.
No more of that, from tdy onwards,
after camp, home to dinner.
that's all.
that's it.

CIGs? Cut down & eventually quit!
Alcohols? ya. fk it. forget it. no more after tdy.
(except home ones, if allowed)

Friends....
Like wat i told Serene, Best Friend one is enough.
I only nid that one and only.




GayFam,
Tdy's the 4th month, and for ytd i apologise.
I should have went down.
I didn't.
I talk cock. I admit.
I could have went, but i didn't.
& i dun fit to be one of you guys, wat i shown you'll are all masks.
Switching after switching.
Sorry, you'll did go town, did travel.
I shouldn't have said those nasty stuffs.
I jio-ed aloy to smoke, he decline, i tried to influence him, disturb him..
& mel, you forgive me? I don't deserve it.
I'm indeed a bustard.
all the outings,
Everyone did try their best.. but not me..
I'm Sorry.

I'll rmb the past 4 months, it will not be forgotten.
Thanks.
From now onwards, i will not be joining outings.
Hope you guys would enjoy it better without me :]
At least not enjoying with a masked person.



Hobbit,
I really hope you are always there. Esp when i really needed you.
I'm sorry, i can't let you go, no matter wat. You just seems too impt in my life.
The beatings of the heart.
nth less than that.
Enjoy yr BBQ tonight.
I love you.






Who can really understand how i feel now?
I doubt anyone can?
Fk it..





& i will stop blogging tempoary, or much lesser as you'll can see from the previous posts till now..