Thinking back, 

I guess tdy is the 3rd day without proper sleep. & after a full 24hrs not sleeping.
Thurs - Fri - 3Hrs
Fri - Sat - Nvr slp.

Since thursday morning 5am, till now... 3Hrs of slp...
True anot? Ask Matt & Jiehua.
I guess they would know it best.

Shall not emphasize on where i was last night.
& what happened.

Totally demoralized.
Hope what I thought wasn't what really happened...
I don't hope it's a lie...
Seriously i don't...

I guess by the time you got a chance to read this post, you would have already known about it.
It's something i wanna ask you about...

Why... why such news at such hours...

I rmbed i once told you, if i wasn't given a reply & i know you're not asleep, i wont sleep till yr reply.
I'm keeping my word...
Since i knew... I can't act ignorance.


Heading down to east coast soon...
My mind is just full of you, you & still you, no one else :(