" I seriously... I mean... "

is that all you can say...
Well, i know you dun read my blog.
but true enough, like wat i expected after continuous support i gave you.
The ending was like what i predicted.
Nevertheless, i wish both of you the best & enjoy yr trip to genting :]

I spent a afternoon at ECP thinking...
All the flashbacks, it just came so naturally, till a point that i thought death would end it all.
but i ain't that kind [for those that wishes me dead, sorry but i disappoint you]. . 
Running away can't solve things.





I'm ready now, for all that's coming. I always believe in karma.
When something excellence is done, you'll get A POINT for positive karma, & for what harm you've done, you gets a demerit.
So wat's the point there...
It's just some actions & words, but the its sufficient to cause a huge change in ONE's life.

Who says i really enjoy tonning? I don't to be honest.
and fyi, i love the rising and the dawn as much as the love i have for my parents. 
Yes, to 'you' i said those words on purpose. I thrown those things on purpose,
& i saw the effectiveness of that. You deserve someone better.
I'm Sorry...



I can't tolerate that nonsense anymore. I owe you a big one.
But i ain't going to continue to repay you in that manner.
It's not about that. 'you' jolly well know what i'm saying.
What do you treat me as?! HELPLINE?!
When you need help, when both need clarifications, you ask me to be there.
Although i know you're appreciative for all those help... 
But when i really need someone to be there...
WHERE ARE YOU!? 


Is this call Brothers?!
Haish...




It all sank, right down to the bottom as it comes to here...
The odour of a street begger.




I'll face it & not running away.
Give me the strength to move on...









Would you still be there for me? 
I wouldn't dare to say you would, but i would be there for you forever,
with the assurance of my life, i give you my words. 


I miss you... ... ...