From that title, i guess there isn't much to interprets further.
As usual, with my earpiece plugged to my ears, nth much would flows around.
Flashbacks and memories that runs...

I tot i was right...
I simply wasn't...
I tot we shared the same thoughts...
I was wrong...
I tot everything was within my control...
It seems all was wrong... 

this sweaty palms aren't making me go anywhere.
Hope the following week would be smoothing,
if anything was to crop up, i seriously wouldn't know how to handle it...
(for myself to understand only) 



What passed is history, what's present seems more important.

Hobbit, thanks for that tdy, i felt the feeling of throwing myself in an ice cave. 
Peishi, was that lie meant to make me feel better?
Natellie, where you? 
Jasmine, I didn't meant to back out from the bowling. Was just too pissed. 




With all this in my thoughts...
Thanks Weilin Junior for that 30mins chat & that un-interrupted texts throughout my trip down woodlands tdy.

Am i in the right mind?
I'm asking myself... Not you...


In a foul mood recently, been in arguments/disagreements with my parents this few days.
WHAT'S GOING ON?!

Perhaps they're just too right to say...  
"You've lost your goal & target in life"
Ain't they right?

taking drinking as a runaway, smoking as a hideout.
is that really gonna be my life...




is it really that hard to have someone that really love me for who i am.
& not for wat i owned.
what is it with all those immature kids nowadays?!


can i go back to those infant days?!
how i wish i ain't myself now...

6months till i ORD, what i really wants after that.
My mind ain't settled down.

Issit really my own career.. Back to studies... or wat...

A BIG " ? "

Philogy doesn't seems to be moving the right way. I ain't having the support from my parents.

Brother's seems just a hallucination to me, what's brother for?! crap seriously. when i need him there...
he ain't. but he expects me to be there everytime when he needs help. why am i still being so considerate for him when he's overseas. I don't understand what's that, that is going through me right now...


That dinner at "Hollywood" before that wasn't bad either.
Thanks XuanMing, Timothy & Gabriel. 
Accompanied by: Karrie & Jasmine.



woah~
surprisingly blogging tdy...
was after quite some persuasiveness stands from weilin.
thanks for being there to chat with me all the while.