Whether i'm able to bypass this final round of my life depends on today.
I'm only able to work and return the amounts i owe.
It's huge. almost getting to $40,000.

I made a wrong move of my life.
The 3rd time & must be the last.
It's the greatest regrets when my mum said: "you treated this house like a hotel".
I smoke, I drink.

Too late to regret. My health deteriorated badly.
I've many things i'm yet to be done with.
But this crushed all my dreams.
I can't expect more.

Time to be awake.
Make do with all the wrongdoings in the past.
Compensate with the rest of my life.

6pm onwards, if i ain't posting another post by 7am.
Means i've left the world.

Mum / Dad - I'm really sorry for all the things i did.
For being rude at you'll often. I can't get to hear your nags anymore.
But right now, i want to hear, even if it's till my next life.
My tears rolling down. I regretted for everything.
I can't keep to my aged 6 promise, to take care of you'll to your last breathe.
I'm Sorry once again, and i sincerely mean it.
Mum, Dad, I'm SORRY!!.


Thanks Jingyi for the knowing my urgency and help the last bit.
Thanks Matthew for the last help.
Thanks Marcus Tan for all the concern.
Thanks Shirley for being understanding.



Once & for all,
Thanks all the sincere friends.